matin

2010-01-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

Strange. I realised one thing.

When you want everything, it seems that even if you got everything, slowly, one by one, you will lost it one way or another. It will be obvious once you stop to check after you are rushing for what you been chasing for.

Which means, If you are in a personal quest of becoming the best, you will become nothing. Its like a self destruct button to me. I donno why it seems to be that way. The more you work on it, the further you will suffer.

But i can't prove that is right because some people DO suceed in doing everything perfectly or at least near perfect. Is it natural? or do they face the ultimate sarcrifice of this prefection? or is it they have something to fuel their desire to be the best?

Weird. In deep thoughts
Matin~~~

2009-12-29T18:26:00.002+08:00

29th December. A few more days to New year. A brand new year. A new change! Yeaaa! Soon the freshie will be coming. =D hope most of my juniors will come in. It will be great to see some familiar faces =D Its going to be cool!

I been siting at home, doing some preparation for school. And movie marathon. So far watched The Dark Night, The One. Next to come, batman returns and dangerous bangkok and whatever there is. Wanted to watched terminator 4 but we see how.

So far Holidays... hmmm is dull. So i decided t record myself at night and morning
We will see how and after compiling all the video, its time to play the software. I hope it goes according to plan...

2009-12-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

You will not believe this.

LIFE without microwave is plain sucks!

Appreciate your mirowave before its too late. I got lots of difficulty heating up the foods. And imagine you have to eat it COLD when outside is alr VERY COLD. Heating it manually is x10 harder! and heating it up by oven is not ideal at all. Not to mention there is still lots of food to finish up before it goes wasted!

man! i still have to figure this out!

2009-12-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today is a lesson on Sudoku and Horoscope.

I hope there is a module: Understanding on Horoscope and Applied thinking for sudoku. This is because horoscope is based on astrology. Is it? but also related to human behavior and characteristics. Its like Law but to a certain extend. Soduku need thinking thats why it is required.

HAHA, whatever it is. In a game, you can learn lots of things. Some lesson i got is patience, See clearly-it might be infront of you, React to changes(Flexibility), Determination to win. =) Who says a simple game like that will make your mind ticking! =P

Whoops no picture today. You expect me to take picture of my book?! what is that for!? anyway, Its like a textbook for sudoku. Quite thick!

2009-12-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hey, its me again! weee! now is 23 December 2009. 2days before christmas. Merry christmas to those who celebrates it. In the 2 weeks break in 2nd semester in Ngee ann poly. There's lots of events, extra's happened and coming up. To those who have birthdays, happy birthday to all of you. Have a good healthy long life.

Since its the begining, i will write short. Will not post pictures in this post. Too bad. Miss me right? =D
I believe many people thought my blog is dead alr. But to those who happen to come here. I say "yo!"

The reason why i decided to blog again is because i feel i will not online that much. I wanted to reduce my computer usage as low as possible. I will just have to keep on trying. So with this, i will then post whatever interesting things happen or simply i will post my reflections. (yes, Reflection reflection reflection reflection and MORE reflection)

The blog nvr change much. I just put some extra wordings to update and change the blogskin with this either sunset or sunrise background. Look cool but nvr suit my taste honestly. Just can't find any design that cater to all my needs. Thats all for now.

A new year, A new list of goals, A cheer to the future! WEEEE!

2009-09-09T13:47:00.001+08:00

change of plan. Make it rot. CLOSE~~~ until further notice =D

2009-09-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

I feel like deleting this blog. HAHA. I don't think i can commit to this thingy. Lets find a good date. hmmmm. 9 September 2009 9am. Ok set. =D But first, i need to find a book and copy some meaningful post to it. That should do it. Since i am that free. Peace =D

2009-08-30T16:19:00.004+08:00

Time:4.20PM @ home

The aftermatch of exam.

Its like the same thing. A whole same cycle. When you want holiday so much and when its holiday, you want school. When you want school and it is time for school, you wish for longer holiday.

same thing to others. You want something so much, and when you have it, you don't want it anymore. What kind of feeling is this man... Feel so bored. Is this because i never plan? but if i plan, then things will not be interesting right?

But no doubt, this moonth is serious. its not the holiday that everyone wishes for. Maybe i will do self reflection on myself. Improve myself. The pleasure of growing strong is the best.

Now, my friend got a keyboard. I feel so envy and even jealous. I want it so much and he got it first?! omg?! I wonder when will it be my turn.

Hmmm, whatever.

I wish my future house would be filled with big pillars and beautiful reflective pure marble. Like this.

Thats all... Hmm, piano songs will be updated. See my mood. I think its still the best playlist.

2009-08-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

today is a celebration of my bro birthday. He is still everlasting mighty. So yea, no doubt one of the best person i know in my life. Well, what esle should i say? He is just that good!

Now, the main thing i want to post about.

"Things will change over time, forgetting all the troubles time and left the bad to rot and vanish off from our mind; the end of its existance"

This is of cause, FAKE. Things will never change. The appearance will change but the scar will always be THERE. Now you know why some country just never stop fighting? Cause they keep on looking at the past and use that as a bloody excuse to fight! People do not forget their grief and sorrow. They kept it, till it just ... explode....THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE HUH? then those effort are just went to RUBBISH? A effort to reunite? BULL SHIT THEN.

Its okay. Not my life anyway. I gonna break the cycle. This cause me heavy casualty which definately not worth my memory space...

"To be angry with the truth is definately fatal to oneself." - matin

2009-08-16T05:02:00.003+08:00

@ home, 4.35 P.M. Status: Kinda sleepy
Song: 1000 words piano collection (At my blog playlist)
Modified from the previous post.

Comment: Crstal blue- a combination of white and blue. My favourite colour =) Give cool chill to viewer. From the facial expression, it indicates a sense of either boredom or a cool merciless look. This is how i look like in poly now =) August 2009.

Ok, next 2 week will be my exam week. And i have done average job on my other subject. Thats not the way man... But anyways, lets get on to action.

There's lots of thing i wanna say but lets say one at a time and if i still remember, then i will type. Pictures are added this time. =)

1) IDS project( powerpoint ) is DONE. YES. not that good for the 3d max part but its ok. Everyone has its flaw. Learnt it from classmate msn personal msg. So yea, DONE. Left autocad ( no threat to me as can finish in a full day) hAHAHA back to my cocky style!

Well, not only that, i am pleased to say that integrated project is done. Both IDS and autocad. Its been a hell experience and i learnt to pay attention closely to the lesson. Especially not skipping it. Well, if you can see it take 2 GB. Alot of pain i tell ya. Lets move on.

2) CATS have come to an end. YES. Thats the way. I hate it. Creative thinking =.= what kind of module is that man... anyway, i enjoy some part which is really creative. so it is not bad. Just that the project work is tedious. But my team is good enough to endure it. =) i am so blessed. When i thought we gonna get a fail D or C, we got A for presentation. Method used are FREESTYLE =) This make me happy during my stress week last week. This kind of teammate are rare so.... I must cherish it. Good job! and ya, thx SST for the assist. If not, we wouldn't be in this stage.

3) EHM presentation. THIS IS THE WILDEST PRESENTATION so far recorded in NP history.
This is because the audience is supportive. So i am blessed once more. and we just go FREESTYLE again. No advanced planning. Just go with what we have. haha. Should get decent mark. Not bad working with the team. Quite interesting and exciting. Seems i have underestimate them at first.

4) CCA- xventure. Managed to get into team A to run in Sport relay at 24 or 26 july at friday. Its 1.2km relay and there's like 40+/- cca running? We got into the 7th position while team B got 10th position. So yea, got bronze medal? I should train more to run faster. But yea, bronze for like a day preparation is not bad. =)
I am the no.5 runner anyway.

5)Reflection One- I am blessed to meet my zhss friends in NP or even in the bus stop waiting for bus 184, There is a bunch of them. This is great because it will get really lonely on the way bus or class with no friend. Some common people met would be Elena, Zainudin, Isa, Jewellcy, WeeKai, Swee Teck. Some that i rarely meet would be chee keat, ron , Junliang, yichang, hengfu, fong cheng, nora, Saharah. Others all i did not meet at all or forgetten. -,-

As for zhss class 5n1 2008, there is an event going on. I might go. so yea. I hope to see many faces.
Class photos from sec 1 - 2 , 4 - 5

6) Reflection Two(Gaming) - SuddenAttack and CS. It seems that i will only manage to kill people when ONLY i am damn stressed or started playing after a long break. I think this is good as a good hardwork result in good rest. So yea, don't play too much i guess.

7) Reflection three(sec band)- i never speak of this since the day i am out from sec sch. I still remember alright... here... a proof. Tbone section will not be forgotten of cos. HAHA. I am sure you guys doing fine. It feels so good to see this. Its definately worth seeing a junior gift. Anyway, Qiujin, i still remember your birthday! 4 oct 1992! HAHA. Quite shocking for pearlina to msg me happy national day =.= but its good! not bad i like it. And jonathan, don't send me such link, unless you want to kill your senior here by heart attack =.=....

8)

And ya, i nvr show you guys photo of my class. This is taken at the 1st day of our very own meeting - the orrientation. Hmm, Quite a good bunch of people i should say. My class is 1CO1. approximately 20 people. Quite late to share but nvm, its good i show you guys alr =P I will elaborate further in the future on how are they and stuff like that.

Sorry for the late posting. Its been a really busy week and month. Number of words total= 900+. Quite impressed that i never drink red bull yet. and it takes an hour to type all this. Not bad for a self reflection =) and especially for an inactive blogger. Thx for reading and yea, some random post will be out in the near future. Cos, HOLIDAY IS COMING!!! Holiday = more post!

Ended @ 5
Status: My eyes gonna BURST =P

2009-08-10T16:37:00.002+08:00

TIME: 4.37PM @ home

The previous post recently on 8/8/09 is not yet updated properly. It is a mistake to upload it first. Sorry people =.=. won't make this kind of mistake in future.

Anyway, should i change blogskin again? Friends say its dull. That cherin lo. last time. still can remember. And another friend of mine. Say so emo. really meh?

I just realised it is dull. So yea. Learning from that IDS(interior design) must put in colour and sorts. =.= so ma fan/leceh/troublesome/pundek?. GRRGGGGGGGGGGgg.

2009-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

I know people think i am wierd or pervert when i say something abt daughter. But I don't care what people say.

I really think they are adorable and innocent.

If my ideal house came true with marbles and pillars filling the courtyard, i would watch her dance freely. I believe i will treat her the best but not pampering her. She would play piano angelicly and accompany me to finish my work till she fall asleep.

Just a dream but it seems real. =) maybe i am mad =D

2009-07-10T19:20:00.001+08:00

I feel like lying on the floor, facing the ocean of star and beyond and put everything all aside for a long period of time =) I am kinda tired. Enough is enough.

2009-07-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

and i hate my current hairstyle. DAMN it.

2009-07-08T17:25:00.001+08:00

=.= today... presentation. Haiz. suck. I think i cannot be presenter...

2009-07-03T16:02:00.003+08:00

Sunrise view at BA top floor in NP.

Its the end of the week just after term break. Now slacking my way in the library waiting for a meeting at 6. =) Feel so free for now. Slacking like my own house. open leg big big. AHHA.

Things are ok. Still no fun. Today lesson so early! damn it. Wrong timing. Haiz.

Concert is tmr. Wish me luck or anything. It will be at VCH i think. It will be confirm a tiring day. =)

2009-06-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

Well. Tmr is sch and i have returned from camp. I might get my results as well. Lets cut short and let me tell something.

I realised that when i am blogging, i keep on recalling i am rather weak. And when you try to improve, it remains the same. I see many flaws in me. I feel insecure. I hate this.... hmmm....nvm... must be thinking too much.

2009-06-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Now is 9.36 PM @ HOME.

Its end of holiday week 1, the next week seems to be packed as i will be having camp on thursday to saturday? Not sure. Concert is a week from now (estimated) And i am quite excited. Thats what a normal musician would feel. Not panicky and scared. You will be representing yourself so stand strong! We are in this shit now so gear up!

In the mean time, sims 3 is great but i think i better start on project. Should i call up all the members? Or is it too early?

2009-06-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

Bro got sick like me. He got 39 degree celcius. This time he went doctor but he nvr explain on it much. High fever will make your head really spins. your head will be in pain if you move too much and it seems like the brain wanted to pop up. Thats the symptom. its like maigraine but its not i guess. So end up, he is wearing a mask back home. Look comical but not so. It remind me of SARS like that.... He is strong so i expect him to heal faster =D He IS strong anyway.

2009-06-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

Firstly, let me thx all that wishes me Fast recovery and get well soon. I appreciate it =) I am recovering and estimated that i will be ok by tmr! YEA!

While i am busy finding what to do to enjoy my miserable life which i still can't find, I been sleeping and resting on the bed.

Thats all i got to say, PATHETIC EH????

2009-06-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

13 June.

RP Concert. Viva La Symphonie III @ Republic Cultural centre.

Attend it cos bro performing inside. The concert is DAMN GREAT! 4 to 4.5 stars out of 5. There are like a few squiks and cold long notes. The rest are just perfect! And not to mention, they have stamina to hold until the last song. Its one of the hardest and they play last. WOW. And, its like no mistake =.=?!

Or did i just enjoying the concert? I donno. I find it nice. Soon it will be my turn to perform. Hmmm... Don't even know if ready or not.

BACK to my status. things are getting better. leg numbness subside a little bit. But my eyes is still in pain. no idea why. I hope things getting better.

Meantime, i am bored. I have no idea what to do. Playing game make me sick. Help me anyone?

2009-06-11T18:13:00.003+08:00

6.15PM @ home. Status: Better than just now.

Well, Let me explain what really happened at 3AM today. I woke up! I felt immersely COLD! Its like air con 15 degree celcius like that. Or colder. But the fact is, is just a normal fan only. So, i tried to cover my leg with blanket.

GUESS WHAT! NO DIFFERENT. So i like turning and turning, shivering until 4. At last i off my fan and cover my leg. Feels better.

Woke up, ITS SO DAM COLD! So i on the heater. Cut short, when i am bathing, the hot water is helping me but when i step out, I SHIVER LIKE HELL. Ok, not to mention, i got a back ache and the maigraine at first but its not servere. So i don't really care. Its when i take train with sis, My knee seems to be weak! jelly leg. Then my back really cannot take my heavy load bag. So i am enduring it and ya, i stand all the way. @!$$!@ So pain.

When i sit down, i feel so heavy and reluctant to get out.

So, in the exam room, My head is like popping up for no reason, and with the cold temperature, my working efficiency decreased like mad. Nevertheless, finished the paper but cocked up on working. Sian, no full mark this time =(

So cut short, i decided to eat cos i thought my brain need food or something like that. NO DIFFERENT. Head to library. The day is hot, sunny and guess what. I FelT COLD. So i wear a jacket and sun bath a while. No dif....

The worst is, in the lib, my working efficiency is like shit. I can't remember, study, walk around. I can't sit properly. So in the end, i tried my best.

Hurry back home, BUT THE BUS SO FREAKING LONG. bus 920 and 922 seriously got some issue on the timing. I waited like 30 min for it. So yea, i am groaning in silent. The very worst, The bus stop is like living hell. It is so HOT suddenly! I felt the intense heat around my body. So its like enduring in an oven for 30 min. @!$!$@ But when i get to the bus, i felt cold. !@#$!@$

So, i staggered my way back home slowly. Its very painful each step and i am walking like a grandpa. My head can burst any time. My leg cannot take it. The back ache is irritating.

Get home, tell mum " I am not feeling well" Then go sleep. CANNOT SLEEP PROPERLY but in the end stil can take a nap. After that, i got energy to eat my medicine. Then i slept again. I should have done that the 1st nap =.=. And i got 39.6 degree celcius. HAHA.

Now i am feeling better. My pain subsided. I will get cough soon cos i have sore throat. But i will eat the COCONUT BRAND medicine. haha! Thx to my body that i have strong healing recovery speed. Thx to myself that i can endure the hell but its too late. Now i am figuring, HOW THE FREAKING HELL I GONNA PASS THE LAST 2 MODULE. IDS and EHM. Both are theory based. IDS need some drawing which i haven't master. I think i gonna burn tonight. Its the last day anyway.

O ya, MES is ok. Lost 10 marks just like that for not mastering air con. lost 10 mark for mistake here and there. I am expecting B. If got A, i treat myself.

AUTOCAD is great. Doesn't seems to be a problem i hope. But the view like small. So i am wondering if i got lost mark for that. Expecting B but If got A, i treat myself again.

PAC is a disappointment. Balanced at the last minute but working for stock and purchases is wrong. So... expecting A at least. If B, its ok. I deserved it.

NEXT, would be tmr( Friday) 2 paper. My weakest 2. I Have no freaking idea how i gonna make it. But i will try to get B at least for both. Can't gurantee i will do well.

Overall, did not do well for this common test. It's a wake up call. I better buck up.

Meanwhile, Thx to various people. Ivy, Suhaidi, zigui, Wai choong, Atikah and more. Did i miss out anyone? They gave me tips and pointer in either way, teaching or putting up common qn.

Yea, thats all. And 2week holiday is like shit. Looking forward on how i fare. All the best to me for tmr 2 paper. HAHA! cheers!

2009-06-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Looking up the sky, there is one that shine above all: The moon. Its a full moon. Yes. You heard about stories of creatures of the dark or even associate to evil. Yea, i am refering to the awakening hour of banshees, werewolf and vampires. Stories are told to young children as bedtime stories. There are those who even enjoy in cinemas on this fantasy illustration.

But have they wonder, what if it is true?

But as i look up again, ah, its beautiful. This peaceful view with the night insect music background is animating my dead soul . I am feeling better than ever. Its like waking up from a deep fresh sleep.

I look around for any sign of the living. The streets is empty. Without delaying, I look up once again and make a few hand gesture. In mere seconds, a great pain surge upon me, forcing me to kneel and groan.

Its no surprise. The transformation is taking place. Father once told me that my time will come. The time of blood lust and revenge. He told me that i have this unique ability that has been pass generation to generation. This ability is no other than shape shifting: The secret art in ancient time.

But, this shape shifting is no ordinary form. This is a rare shape shifting that allows to transform into ancient dragons.

Legends states that The moon dragon is a very rare even amongst the dragons. It might even be one of the strongest creature. It is heavily influenced by the MOON. It is untouchable when it is on its peak.

2009-06-07T12:00:00.003+08:00

Now, it is 12 NOON. 7 June 2009.~~ RAINING

Don't mind me, i just keep on forgetting the date.

Alright, its 2 more day to my 1st semester exam. It will be hectic. I have confident on PAC (POA) and autocad ( 70%) only. The rest.... I will have to struggle through. My exam will be on tuesday to friday. Friday is the worst. IDS and EHM. IDS is one of my weakest but i will work on it. EHM, HAVE LOTS OF THEORY TO COVER. @#%!$!@$ Its like final year exam.

Ok, thats all for that. My life is still dull. As usual. No life. Cos i don't seems to go out often to do stuff like watching movies and shopping. I did not turn up meetings for bbq and gathering. I don't even cycle or jog or play basketball. Only badminton. Gaming is as usual but i am sick of it. I will delete all when the time comes.

Music continue to keep my spirit up. Good soundtracks and piano song. They are just the best =) Now raining, good time to listen to piano plays( In fact i am hearing it now). =D After this, i will be updating links. And go back study, then play SA- sudden attack( i will quit this game cos CS is FAR better than this, I am only happy for the deathmatch) Then i go check my food restaurant. Business is good. HAHA.

I hope my friends are doing well. I did not meet most of them. Some like lost contact. Too bad. Life have to move on yeah? =) ok, i go edit link and stuff. I will add on more piano song if time permits...

12.13PM - Matin

2009-05-24T15:30:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday, i went to my cousin house for kenduri. Somehow, during the ceremony, i feel lonely and cold. Feel like crying for no reason... No idea why.

First, let me thx a friend of mine from band. she might not read this but Thosuand thx since she help me by guiding me to go cck by bus from Ngee agn poly bus stop. We are somehow related since she is from unity sec i think. Conductor related so we are somehow related. But now dif i guess.

Now, this cousin of mine, this cute little girl, talk to me when i am sitting at a corner. Our conversation is so animated and somehow i enjoy it. SHe is primary 3 i guess. Doing okok for her academic. she hate maths =.= So... i donno what to do since i am quite far to teach her or sort of like that. Well thats all. How i wish if i have a daughter,it will be like that... but even better =)

2009-05-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

I will make this quick. So yea. Now is 11.30PM just came back from band. Today i finished a project and i feel better. Not stress for a short period of time. Maybe last for a day cause got another project. Exam are coming in 3 weeks time. Put it 2 weeks.

I still got to improve on my presentation as i feel when i present, i am quite dull. What do you expect, i am a boring guy. Yea. Cut short, my teammates are way better than me and they are all girls. They are bunch of hard-working and strong people. I think they don't need me also can seriously.

ANyway, My theory is becoming true. What you really want will not get it in the end. Its seems real. You can get other stuff, but what you desire the most, will seems to take eternity or impossible to get. Goal to be perfect in all way is one of the example. I am still foolish to believe in that idioitic line.

I met some great people but it seems that i will never get too close with them. I just donno why. There is the barrier.

In the meantime, dancesport is like living in a dream. I can dance with her but how long can this last? Weeks and days fly and now we are in week 5. I might not have a chance to dance with her again in future. And i know i will not get her for sure. Its just a dream afterall..... A good dream but a bad ending. Nvm. It's worth to dream it rather than getting none. I really enjoy dancesport.

2009-05-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

@!$!@#@!%

you think its fun HUH!

Many homework! I am just too slow!

Project! I thought its fun! But they freaking never tell hows the format gonna be! Report writing? WHAT THE HELL!

Then after school, go enjoy enjoy? I can't even enjoy myself!

Game, DIE DIE DIE. FUN AH! o wait, I don even last in a game for 5 min!

TOO SLOW! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Body ACHING! @^#%#! I am not supposed to post abt this! GRRRRGGGGGG

2009-05-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

Well, now is 12.23AM. Tmr got school. $@^#^$!^$! got VESAK DAY! why no holiday =X ok shut up.

Its been quite sometime since i blog. WEEE!! Alot of thing i experienced. There are good and bad. Which you want first? Or nuetral first? That one is last =D. And ya, i been forced by someone to blog. BULLY!!!

Bad news first, projects are here alr. I am quite slow. Thats all i have to say. HAHA. I promise i will fasten my pace. O ya, i am not selected for piano club. Its ok! I don't mind.

Good news second! I FOUND MANY NICE SONG! HAHA. Some are cute, some are nice, some are emo. I love them all! Keiko matsui is one of the pianist i love! and David lanz! and.... i donno! HAHA! I also love Girls generation just yesterday! Gee gee gee gee!!! so cheeky and lively! cute! And stay with me by Dj lavin remix! YEA! Soundtrack from movie!! alot AH!!! NICE!! My heart beat will always go on!

Second, I forgot what i want to say. Hmmm, My life is ok? Still contact with friends. So its healthy i hope. I also donno.

thirdly, I love dancesport! I dance ballroom style. Its nice and elegant. My partner is also a pro fast learner and pretty china girl but japanese looking. Weee!

I got many thing to say but i just keep on forgetting. I nvr write down. Too bad!

I been noticing everyone. Strangers and people. They all look like apes/monkey =.= We are advanced creatures =D wEEE.

And ya, SAY GEE when want to take picture! Its wider than saying smile! HAHA! GEE!!!

2009-04-27T15:32:00.003+08:00

Wow, its Monday 3.32PM and i am at OURSPACE in NP. Isa is on my right and my classmate is at my back. I will tell you hows school in the near future but i want to share a good news! I found many nice song! Problem is i need a source to download the lots of them.

Hmmm, until here, good bye.

2009-04-20T10:39:00.004+08:00

Now 10.40 AM. Thats me while typing this out. My face is too precious so its not being snapped. HAHA.

In the morning, sis woke me up. I have no idea how i fell asleep again after i woke up at 5.05. No idea. She taught me a lots of stuff. Like the train will be packed in 7. Even in LRT. Met kerrin in the lift at my block and at the lrt entrance. And so, my travek began. The whole place is packed, some inconsiderate people did not move in so the entrance side is PACKED.

Reached clemnti bus stop, its the same but worst. I will see if i will be taking bus or train next month. For now, i having train concession. I think i saw SINEE but... maybe i am wrong. It look like her. Nvm. Took shuttle bus with sis. She is a business girl so yea. Once we reached in NP, my sis intend to drag me to her lecture but i say NO. I went to the library instead. Reading "Novel writing" and " learn to speak french" and "3500 jokes". Its lame. For that 3500 jokes. Lousy.

Feeling alittle bit hungry since i nvr ate breakfast, i went to makan place. And READ the previous post, i don want to repeat myself. CUT CUT CHOP CHOP. I escorted dom to blk 4. But on the way, i met my senior "STAC€Y" The one we bullied in the FOP. HAHA. She and me give each other A HI-5. And actually wanna stay longer but dom need to rush. So i bid her bye and carry on. CHOP CHOP, Escorted all the way to the classroom. He is late by a min. Not bad considered but not good enough. Too bad! You walked too slow dom. HAHA.

Now i am in the library. Time is 10.52AM Dom gonna finish soon. Until i have interesting moments, we will meet again.

Not for long, not for short. Time on earth might seems long but it is surprisingly short. If never-ending wheel of time permit our meeting at a crossroad, I will consider it as a blessing and not a bane and if you forget me...... i will not forget you =D

2009-04-20T10:15:00.003+08:00

Yo people. I am in Ngee ann library, waiting for dominic to finish his class, and then we go buy our respective notes outside the library. Time is 10.16AM. And i ate nasi lemak 2 dollar at muslim store at MAKAN PLACE. Its cheap and good. I like the store. Its when i met dom when i am eating my breakfast.

Lets start from the last day of FOP. The day is much more fun. There are many talks to make us aware of our new environment. Example: library talk, My school society, What my course about. The lectures are ok.

Sitting beside me on the left is Amirul. He is quite cunning i should say. He is good! Managed to be promoted from ite to here. Not an ordinary person.

Sitting beside me on the right is Andy. He is friendly and his look is quite wise. In fact he is wise but i don't want to elaborate more. if i say wise, it means he is really wise. HAHA =D

Sitting infront of me are the girls. I can remember only few names. If memory does not fail me, their names are Ee lei or eelin. Not sure, she is quite shy and timid looking but good-looking haha.

Next would be, pei wrong? Not sure. Quite ok? I only ask for their names you see. next would be filiona? Its good i still remember their pronouciation =D blame on my memory. I am still working on it. And i forgot the rest. SHIT!

Behind me? I nvr ask because its a different class. So i never ask.

Have amazing race. Have games. Very tiring. Need to cuddle around and walk like a milipede. In the same time, while walking, there is a cup of green bean in the centre. The task is not to drop it. Takes around 15 min to complete. I am not sure.

Well, i forgot some of the game. But lets try. Next would be picking up beans and place them on a plate. Next would be Sharet. The acting-mimic game, you know the person should act and the others must guess what he is trying to intepret. Next would be Frisbee! Most of my group mates are good thrower. Smooth and steady. We not dog ah!! don't say anyhow. And next is water bomb thingy.

We did not win the race or cheer or flag but its ok. At least, i know who is who. And tried our best. can be better though.

Ok. Darn. I typed to much. Hmmm, i will write the next post on my 1st day(today) in the next post. Hold on yea?

2009-04-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today, i went for np fop. There is new friends i made and the day is ok. My LC are stacey and yin something. short form: XY. We play bingo and "arrange in alpebetic orders" game. And ya, we bullied stacey till the end. Draw her face at our group banner. Even our group name is THE STACEY BRIGADE! haha!! Make her do the pole dance. wow, not bad. HAHAHA. Food for lunch is ok and i met my course mate. seems ok. They are smart =X

2009-04-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

hi people

I WANT TO GET LOST!! Its fun!!!

Ok, stop it.

Recently, i helping zai in his "fantasy" story making. Mystic stuff. Dragons, shapeshifter, magician and others. He want to publish it if things go well. To be honest, he is not confident. thats what i feel. He say it is a pain to the brain. The planing and ideas.

Seems to be exciting. wonder if people would be interested or not.... A fantasy story where the main character.... is... DARCADE (zai himself) AHAHAHA. What will happen in the story to this desperate boy??? Lets find out!! (if he publish it)

2009-04-06T16:08:00.003+08:00

Now 4:08. I am in NP. At the teachers hub building.

Here for software upating/installation but it ended fast. It is as good as not updating i feel but they put in new anti virus and update microsoft office and some of my course stuff. Problem is, i am waiting for my friends to finish their turn.

Isa and zai is still undergoing the process and i am too bored to do anything. I even take a nap. Now i am hearing some cheer from some course. and say bye to each other. Hmmm, orrientation?

So far, things are alright. I just blog cause i got seriously NOTHING TO DO. Bored.

Anyway, Anybody have friends/cousins that take LBFM(Leisure and business facilities management) course in NP, pls intro to me. Thx! I really do need a mate to check that i am in the right way.

Wow, it takes 5 min to blog this.

2009-04-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

Okok. I update all link again. after this post.

Earth hour is somehow disappointing. Singaporean seems not to cooperate. Or maybe is because it is not well heard by the public. Not only singaporean but everywhere. So... yea.

But lets not talk about the negative. The good thing is, those who participate the event is really cool! Imagine the whole town never switch on their light. Its like a blackout! Hahaha! nice view by the major cities. Such as sydney and singapore district business? that one i not sure. Sad. Call myself singaporean.

Lets save EARTH from destruction! Its never too late until its really late. Understand?

Screen really do hurt your eyes. Bright down your screen or wear sunglasses!! HAHAH JOKING!

2009-03-29T04:33:00.002+08:00

Now. 4.33 AM.

Updating software: adobe reader ver.9
window malicous donno what

Next, virus check.

But restart com first.

Put to the lowest brightness so that screen will be protected "i hope"

Put 2 major game: maple and warcraft. Thats all. Done.

Plastic still haven't remove. PLaning to buy screen and keyboard protector which cost total 150 +. %$#@^$ Expensive but worth.

Solution: go m'sia buy if got time =D or.... sales?

I want to say for today topic but lets wait for the newspaper later. Its about Earth hour. I heard not many turn off the light. But if i heard wrong, thats good news. Lets wait for the news before i type. =D

2009-03-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to check out the massage parlour. No picture taken but i can tell you its a nice place.

At first, they will soak our feet with warm water. Ok, sounds reasonable.

Next, they will wipe our feet before they start. Of cos they do that! =.=

Now, they start. from the middle to the side to the heel. Its a nice feeling. Little bit painful but its alright.

BUT, my big toe which is related to the BRAIN in feet reflexology, PAIN! LIKE MAD! @#%@#^@

I am forced to say AHH. Other than that, my calf muscle. He gripped it. Of cos. PAIN!!!!!! but i am a man. Endure is one of a virtue =D

And change to the next leg. Nothing much alr.

Overall, GOOD! try leg reflexology guys! nice nice!

Well, i go off now. The research thingy still haven't do =X

mansi, sorry! will edit later! Style what, your name mang si =D Monk sir =D just kidding!

2009-03-22T01:50:00.004+08:00

Ok. Lets update. All buddies have alr being linked. Did i miss out anyone? If yes, pls help yourself at the tagbox. Thanks.

Next, should i reply here or at the tagbox? I can't make up my mind.

and shit, i forgot what i want to say. hmmm....

Nvm, lets talk about the book i am reading half way. It says that COURAGE is one of the key to sucess. Yea, i agree to this because alot of thing need it.

I somehow can't give example. Mind JAMMED.

haiz, don't know why. I think i go off. But before that, let me show you my class photo at racial harmony day. I am proud of one thing: I still can remember my classmate names =D

(Go save at your pic and rotate. No idea why become like that)

Not forgetting Jin Cheng, Chee how, Boon jun, Shafiq. Did i miss out anyone?
If i do, i am ought to be shot dead.

And, next post will be on Will eye burn if stare too long at the screen? Lets research on that.

2009-03-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, I am waiting for school to start.

Have you ever feel like playing but don't want to play?

have you ever feel like you want to eat but you don't want to eat?

or how about sleep but you don't want to sleep?

Seriously, i am sick of these feelings. Its like you do or don't do, is still the same. boring. Tired of eating, sleeping and playing everyday. I want to do something esle. Like getting lost and find my way back. Thats fun.

Anyway, N.korea and S.Korea might be on war soon in the near future. That N.korean wanted to launch their satelite i think. The American general i think in S.korea might shot that satelite down but N.korea will declare war if someone disturb the launch. So... yea.

Thats what i heard in the radio. My comment is instead of war, why not do something about the economy? Economic crisis and reccession is everywhere. War is expensive. Not worth. So they are in the losing end. Well done.

Thats all for today. Thank you.

2009-03-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

I visited qiu jin blog just now and tried out the link: GoldenUniverse or something like that. This is what is say.

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.

There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

True is true but whatever...

2009-03-17T01:44:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.... i just erased what i wanna write for today. HAHA too bad.

2009-03-16T04:59:00.003+08:00

I was tagged by Jonathon to finish up this Quiz in his blog.

1 Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

Response: cheek

2 How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

Response: GREAT! (1 oclock)

3 Who was the last person you took photo with?

Response: Cousin

4 Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

Response: very! My mum cooks nice meal everytime!

5 Would ever donate blood?

Response: Yes if neccessary

6 Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

Response: Yes.

7 Do you want someone dead?

Response: Not in the moment.

8) What does your last text message says?

Response: Nope, Monday.

9 What are you thinking right now?

Response: Nice morning. ( 5.14AM now)

10 Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

Response: Not neccessary. No.

11 What was the time you went to bed last night?

Response: approximately 8 pm

12 Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

Response: I donno!

13 Is someone on your mind right now?

Response: No. Too busy enjoying the morning breeze.

14 Who was the last person who texted you?

Response: No-roar

10 people tagged to do this quiz. ( if see this, you do) Lazy to tag out. haha

1. Afif
2. Isa
3. ShanTing
4. Eudy
5. Weiling
6. Cherin
7. Xue yi
8. Saharah
9. Angie
10. Yilei

15 Who is (2) having a relationship with?

Response: No one. He is available though.

16 Is (3) a female or a male?

Response: Female. Or else what?

17 If (7) and (10) get together, would it be a good thing?

Response: I don't think its matching.

18 What is (1) studying about?

Response: Computer? He gonna be owning a computer industry next 10 years. HAHA.

19 When was the last time you had a chat with them? (Lets put 5 since there is no 5)

Response: Hmmm, Not long ago. Last Friday?

20 Is (4) single?

Response: Ya, She is also available. Want her? go to her blog. Links are on the left.

21 Say something about number (2).

Response: Isa, can be pure insane at time. When that happens, i confirm join in the "fun" AHHAHAA

22 What do you think about (3) and (6) being together?

Response: Never see both of them close before. But should be ok. Cherin is still alright and shan ting is ok. Combine= OK alright

23 Describe (9).

Response: A drummer! Rocker! Love to say "its your fault" to me. Smart, cool. Hmm. More info, <<< there is the link to her.

24 What will you do if (6) and (7) fight?

Response: Very interesting. I would have a popcorn and drink to enjoy the show.

25 Do you like 8?

Response: yea, as a friend. Any problem with that?

2009-03-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

Johnathon. I might do your quiz but not too soon alright? sorry about that. I know i delay it for too long. But Just wait.

Hmmm, I been thinking about my future. I might not know what i will be doing or what i will become. But I made some plans.

1) My house. Confirm got POOL TABLE. Without pool table, i will die. you see, i enjoy this game so much and i believe everyone love it. Those who don't like, i seriously don't know why.

Any visitors, will be directed to the pool table. I decided instead of plain watching tv while chatting, Why not play a game while chatting?

This game will keep you occupied for long hours and its very addictive. And it save the world- a game that does not require electricity. Well, not so save. I killed couples of trees to make it. =.= sorry trees. I promised to take care your fellow treemate.

2) PIANO. Yea. I might not able to play it now. BUT i will practice slowly by slowly. In fact, if i can't make it, someone esle will able to play it =D.

3) Library of my books. After a book is fully read, i will store it in a cupboard or something like that. Just imagine, you will see that library of yours and feel satisfied with your achievement. Or... even feel pathetically awful for not reading much.

I can't think anymore. And ya, i want a baby girl =D haha!

2009-03-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

Lets see.

Now is March 9.

What i have been noticing: Everyone seems to be better than me. I think they are DEFITENATELY better than me.

I just felt that. HAHA! I AM GOING MAD! I am INSANE!! ISA, SHUT UP :P Don't say i mad. HAHA. As if i know the future =D. Wait, Maybe I can predict well huh.

Been watching some video. Nice. I like it. I watch the funny ones, HAHA I LAUGH WILDLY. It is as if i never LAUGH THAT MUCH. Thx to Junliang for the link.

Poly is getting near. The letter i recieved not long ago is about a camp. Those orientation camp stuff. I don't feel excited. I felt nothing. Wondering why am i so dull. My daily rountine seems to be the same, the same old mundane schedule. For now....

2009-03-05T19:27:00.008+08:00

Before i begin, those are RAINBOW after the stormy hours. Heard there are 2 rainbows but i did not realised that. From now on, after a stormy day, i would look up to find the rainbow. Very magnificent moment that will awe you for seconds.

ZHSS band rehearsal.

Hmmm, I got nothing to say. Haha!! Let me say, okok? Not sure.

2009-02-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to begin with.......

2009-02-24T11:08:00.003+08:00

Nowondays, i been reading books. So far, all are interesting to me. Maybe i will visit the library once i depleted my mini library.

5 person you will meet in heaven is a nice book, need to be imaginative to enjoy.
Men from mars, women from venus( or another way round) is still under progress. But so far, i understand few important pointers.
Body language bible( or something like that), very good in understanding human hidden sign and got tips on how to date. Hmmm errmmm :D

I forgot alr. I must read more! Its pathetic =.=

I going to read 20 key of wisdom and whatever there is to read. Then do vocab thingy even though i am not in sec school. It will help in future.

2009-02-20T18:47:00.003+08:00

Ok, now. I will show you the masterpiece of my leg. wooooo.

Yea, its quite small. BUT whenever i move, its painful. I can't kneel down.

Well, the one with the fresher red wound, is before i put medicine. The one with the dull colour is a week after the accident.

2009-02-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

O great, I am wounded. I fell off from the bicycle near eudy house at the bridge.

I FELL DIRECTLY at the stone ground.

Thats hurt. Both leg have been knocked on the stone ground and i must say i have strong bones. The impact is quite strong and now my left leg is swollen.

Unfortunately, my right leg skin is damaged. Bone is ok. I can see dark red meat. Wow. I will upload the picture or maybe not. Its gruesome. But considered normal to me.

2009-02-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

hmmm, i realised this not long ago.

Most young children( primary 1-3) have knowledge of music. Its so cool! I want to learn piano or voilin too! I find that they are smart, inteligence and cute!

Must be because, the parents of this kids knows that music simulates both brain( left and right) and thus, the person will improve in all ways. This kind of parents should be a little bit kiasu and seems to be more caring than normal parents. Or wait! Maybe it is from generation to generation? If so, then this people are considered high class.

Aren't it adorable? Guess what? If i have one, i will enroll piano. So that every night, soft music will filled up the atmosphere LIVE! Correction: Beethovan not that bad =.= i heard it recently.

2009-02-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

Today, My mighty grandpa has fallen.

I don't expect this tradegy to happen. When i woke up, I thought i gonna have a great day. The sun is doing well. Everyone is at home. An ideal Sunday.

Out of sudden, mum received a call. Its regarding grandpa...

Well, i don't need to elaborate further. Most people cry. Alot attended to pay a final visit. Need i to say more?

O yea, I forgot. The last time i visited him was 2 weeks ago. Near the chiness new year.

He massaged my head cause i got a headache. And i massaged his leg. He complimented me, "Kau boleh jadi tukang urut ni" or some sort like that. My malay is weak, you see.

~~My last conversation with him ( Some sort of how it goes, can't remember fully)

The conversation is full of laughter and joy. Not moody or negative stuff.

GP: Not staying here? You have no school right?
Me: Yup, no school. I never bring any clothes with me.
GP: Aww, nvm. Sleep here only.
Me: Don't want ah.
GP: If like that, when going to massage me again?
Me: Soon. The next time we meet again.

Me: Take care grandpa (Hati-hati tok.)( Like what i say always)
And i shaked hand with him.

It seems that there will be no next time for me to massage him :(

He is one of the strongest person i seen. To endure pain and move on. Not only that, he is very knowledgable and highly respected by many. Despite sickness, he ignored it and show us a smile. A sincere smile. He seems to be a star in every party. Now, that star is gone. I felt a hole in the heart. The spirit... seems to died off. Is that why i felt empty all this while? :(

I don't think i write enough about him. But his deed will not be forgotten. I will make sure i make him proud!

May his soul rest in peace.
May he not feel any agony.
May he will not be lost and be guided by the angel in the other world.

I will miss him alot. I really love him you know?

2009-02-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

hmmm, I don't know what to say. I got a nightmare today about DOLLS. They can move! but i forgot what it is about. Dreams are easily forgotten if not stored in the hippocampus as soon a possible.( did i say correctly).

Wow. My friends started to stray away from me. All busy, lost contact or disappearing slowly. Things aren't what they use to be. Well, its another expected event. Running another gathering will be useless. Seems alll is over!

SYF is coming. Wonder what will be the result....

2009-02-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

Today, went to CHIJ to teach some kids. I am incharge with the juniors. Well, they are okay people. Quite cute i must say. Haha.

THEY WANT TO PLAY NEW SONG. After teaching them a while, they started to complain cutely, "i want to play other song" Well. its only a week though since they last play it =.= Must be because they love music and wanted to explore deeper. Thats good. The trumpet ok but... the trombone. CAN CRY sehhhhhh. She messed up with the position. Confused with FA and RE. Her reading kinda slow. BUT i must be patience. Besides, i am inexperienced in teaching so JIAYou TO ME. HAHA.

As promised, i will tell you what i dreamt. I start with one only for now.

I dreamt that jingfen, isa, huiying, chee keat, silvester, joe, junliang, azie, mr loy, fnn teacher and eagle teacher are in the school. We are so-called having our class reunion( sadly not many attended, n3 like never attend) PLEASE: I NOT BIASED OR WHAT; IN CASE OF SOME MISUNDERSTANDING FOOLS. so.. the place is like zhenghua but it is not. Only the gate is similar. The building seems to be old and prepared as a stronghold. I mean, there are some wiring and that stuff. And it happen that the school is infested with ZOMBIES. I never see them but i hear them groan. Scary but nothing actually. Thats for a dream! =D Gd night!

2009-02-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

Ok. This is it.

I am going to LEISURE AND BUSINESS FACILITY at NP.
Rejoice or not, i don't know. I felt excited so don't spoil the mood =D

Now, i would like share you what i dreamt. This few weeks after the lunar eclipse, I began to dream again.

O ya, that lunar eclipse is SOMETHING. A few hours later, i got a bad stomach, head migraine. Before the day, i got sore throat. So at first, it is 3 sickness. But in the end, its 4 since i got a back pain too.

I TELL YOU, ITS TORTURING. You try to move your eye but it is VERY PAINFUL for every movement. Even one slight move. Its somehow connected to the brain. My brain feel like exploding! I can't think or perform any action at all. Thats for head migraine.

Next, stomach ache. Thats one of a hell major stomach ache! i can't move my lower part of the body. You can feel that the stomach is being OVER-BLOATED. That happen after i eat this porridge. If i am not wrong, its BARLEY SOUP or whatever start with barley. Gahhhhhhhhhhh!!! SUCK!

PLS DON'T SERVE PEOPLE IF YOUR COOKING SUCK. It will save us all. Or wait. Am i over-reacting? Because my sis don't get anything. No sickness. IRON BODY? haha

Sore throat is normal so i will not whine about it. Then i got back pain for carrying a carton of 2 littre bottle. My rotten luck. I believe its because of lack of training( gym work or exercise)

Man.... I think thats all for now. I will post what i dreamt some other time. Maybe tommorow. Whatever it is, i will post it at the next post. So... GOOD NIGHT. =D

2009-01-25T13:13:00.002+08:00

Ok. HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR to all chinese and those who celebrating it. Hope you all get good wealth and fortune. AND HANGBAO $88 or $888!! Please be kind to give me some share! haHAHAHA!! Just kidding. Use them wisely. :D If your elder get drunk, ask them not to drive! If got majong section, good luck! HAHA. You need it. Did I miss anything? Oh ya. EAT WELL. Thats all.

To the rest, happy holiday! =D

2009-01-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

Before showing you the BOOKS, i managed to get a snap of this nice-looking bird few weeks ago. It seems rare and i am quite lucky to meet it. The bird is not disturbed by my presence so i managed totook 4 pic of it. That is the best =D It went off shortly after hearing the "BANG" sound from below my area.

Alright! As promised, i will show you the photos! MY ARSENAL of BOOKS.

The least in term of height was ENG. The most was SCIENCE. So, to get A1 for science, ya. We need that much of resources. Strangely, Maths does not need that much as shown( The second from the left) Wierd =.=

I will tell ya where i will be posted after 30th JAN. In the mean time, lifes goes better. BUT i feel lazy and lethagic. Maybe i did not go outdoor that much :D

2009-01-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

O-level result at monday. Quite satisfied. And i improved from prelim. So....its good. Wanna know my result?? DREAM ON haha :D

My path have been planned. Going Nee agn poly!! Weeeeee but i am going to miss my secondary school. its ok. life have to go on.

The next post, i will show you my arsenal of superweapon prepared for o-level: TONS OF PAPER AND BOOK. Just see :P

And ya, Today, i nearly die. Nearly close to hit a rock boulder, hit by a bus. My bicycle comrades too... is really a close call. BUT thx to our high evasion and quick-mind, we escaped them all. It just take one second delay, and you will see anyone of us on the news :D The art of daredevil. DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME! is not good enough. They should change into DON'T TRY THIS AT ALL!

2009-01-10T01:54:00.002+08:00

A lot of event happened this few days and somehow, i am lazy to explain briefly what it is. :P sorry, my bad habit. I am lazy. And ya, lazy to post photo too. Maybe i need to be whipped then i will be engnergetic again.

I went genting after fews day later after band concert. Yes, there is some area that i am dissapointed at. BUT overall, its been a good holiday! To able to feel a cold atmosphere is a bonus! Maybe going genting this year is about experiencing the beauty of cold temperature. But again, other attraction totally dissapoint me.

Indoor theme park is a crap to me.

Roller cooster is nothing! I am sitting there without being thrilled! No excitment. You know mr bean? ya, that one. exactly the same.

4D motion( the one that need to wear the sunglasses thingy) make my head spins! The storyline is average. In the end, i feel like puking. Maybe my head can't stand the graphic.

Bumper car is decent. Manage to bump many people. Love it!

I think thats all for the rides. This is due to long waiting queue.

Snow world is really COLD! It is under sub-zero -6 degree. I only can endure to 1hr only! My ear and hand started to feel numb at 20 min point. Follow up by mouth. The rest of the body part started shivering toward the end. See what i mean?? I NEED FATS.

Outdoor theme park was closed. What a waste! It look more promising and i believe the significant of genting highland theme park is that. Wet weather program piss me off.

The cable car that transport in and out genting is great! The fastest and longest trail. That is worth it. The view is perfect! It is as if you are on top of the world. Simply the masterpiece of nature.

Nevertheless, Genting trip was still good. Better than nothing.

2009-01-02T03:24:00.002+08:00

Guys, this is not emo. So don't worry about me, saying that i don't sleep for this.

I have been thinking about my years and as i read other people blog about the end of secondary school life and the coming o level result, it make me want to say this. I really met good and bad people in ZHSS. Also not forgeting other schools as well. I must be thankful that i have a chance to see good people more than bad people. Many does nice thing to me.

My secondary life will be over soon. I don't know if i will be missing it or not but i will sure miss the people that i know. Because i know i might not meet most of them in future.

ok guys, I go off now. Hahaha, wierd me.

2009-01-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

OKAY, NEW YEAR DAY! Yea yea... whatever. I don't feel any festive mood at all. No excitment at all. Firework? party? Its common! We do that every year. Never get sick issit? Time flies. Really fast. But i still got a new year resolution.

PRESENTING MATIN new year resolution!

1) To get muscle so that i will look fit by end of year!

2) Don't be nice to fools or fire-starter people

3) Try to cut down cost and save money.

4) Make everyone that know me, to be proud of me :D

There are more but i don't want to list them down. Maybe next time. Anyway, i will be away to genting highland! Hope i will have a fun time.

Peace to everyone. War to fools!!

2008-12-29T04:27:00.025+08:00

ZHENGHUA SEC SCHOOL BAND CONCERT

27 Dec 08 will be one of the best day in this year. Initially, i really want to end it as fast as possible. I don't know why. Maybe i take too much stress. But as the show began, i want it to end longer. Its too fast to me. But before you even know it, its 2 hr pass by. Time flies and soon, new year!! 2009....

I won't go on to details about the concert. So far, those that i know, who came for concert, commented it is good. Thx for the comments, guys! I believe you guys know yourself since i msg you guys. :D

HUDA, thx for the cookies! Its delicious!

Trombone section! Thx for the lovely present(the treble clef with crystal-looking at the middle) Wait, maybe it is REAL crystal. I don't know. What do i care? its nice!. Will upload the pic some other time.

Now, Its the time to show the photos!!

Me and ChongLin( t-bone commarade!) He save my back, i save his :D

Me and Zijun( Clarinet freak?) Quite pro in clarinet playing, thats why i say that ;P

The singapore conference hall

Fatin( my sis, got problem with that?)

Me & steven(Mr Super PRO T-bone) Thats good enough to describe him :D Quite legandary. Bandmembers should have heard about him and his TERRIFYING act. Steven, you can't ask me to run. You still got 100 round!! :) HAHA!

Steven, chonglin and me(1st time take pic together)

Me and Yichang( Dr pro trumpet!) Too expensive for phototaking :P Just look at him. I must be honoured. He have just unleashed his trademark: the cool sparkling death spectacle shine!

After Alumni fall-in :D My face was once again half-covered. See the old photo's. You will know what i mean.

And those are the photos that i taken at the day itself. I miss out Nora, mangsi. angie, yilei and qiujin(The proper one). And not forgeting the t-bone section. Nvm. its ok. can take some other time :D Thus, this is a good reunion. This reunion might not occur in future. So treasure it. Insiders know. Outsiders, find it yourself :D

2008-12-29T03:49:00.004+08:00

Yo! i am back! I am quite busy this few days. Preparing concert and enjoying life by the game and movie. And TA DA, me again from bath. Snapped it with my new phone. 8 Mega pixel, hmmm, I still prefer my old phone 2 megapixel. But lets adapt to changes :D

Thats me in my bro fireman helmet! SO COOL! see that! Black face protector and thick helmet which can negate impact from a falling brick or rock.( I think) It's use in emergency like a fire-contrained room or falling debris or BOTH situation. Ah, spare me the details. All i know, Its so cool! My bro has been fighting fire, carry heavy man and many rare training. Different from Police and army( Of cos they are different). Quite interesting i must say.

2008-12-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

JUSTICE IS DONE.

People like you never learn. You wanna propanganda me? It takes more than that to stop me. You want me to become like YOU?? Dream on. FOOL. Just shut up. I want peace and thats what you give? Brainless pest. No wonder the world will never be in peace.

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It's going to be the end of this year. A brand new year awaits. This year i must admit, there is no fun. Last year is better. I don't know why but thats what i feel :D. Nevertheless, this year is still as fruitful. My last year in this school. I not going to see my classmates, schoolmates. teachers, like i always do. I am going to miss all of this. Quite sad. Nvm. Stay strong!

My bro going to be sergent in Civil defence. His ceremony will be at 23 rd december! But it clashes with my class bbq. =.= hoW? Anyway, my bro taken picture of me wearing his firefighter helmet. So cool! Very nicee. I will post it up sooner or later.

2008-12-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

Now, i wannna tell you what i want. I want to be FAT!! haha there is many reason why. I will not go on to details but here it goes.

No.1)To cover my veins

No.2)Can build up muscles

No.3)More food= more vitamins

No.4)Can withstand cold weather

I cannot think anymore( Mentally exhausted, See the time). This are few of the reason. So i start this quest of mine.

I have bloated myself every meal. "Eat sleep eat sleep" process. Thats the only way to overcome the hyper digestive system. We will see how in future. Thats why i consider myself food warrior. HAHA! eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat only.

2008-12-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today, I gonna tell you what some activities i been doing in my holiday. ( well, not actually, every thursday to be precise)

Is..... READ extra booklet regarding health in the straits times newspaper!

Yea, haha. I like it because it tells more about your body, medicine and all about health. The side effects, the percaution, all stuff like that. Plus interview with some fit people ranging from acrobat to exercise freak. I will tell you more when the time comes.

Also, Not long ago, i learned feet reflexoloogy by the book. I not sure if i master. I want to learn the acupunture so that i can poke and poke people with sharp needles. These are alternative to modern medicine.

Some other time, i will tell you my story in bukit timah food restaurent. But for starter, i consider myself food warrior! haha :D Some other time, people, some other time....

2008-12-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Things are getting interesting by each day. Colours and more colours added to the potrait of life. Whether clean or dirty, i can everytime start anew. What do i care?

Lately, i been playing Red Alert 3. A great game with a lot of changes. The upgrades are involving the whole gameplay. New looks except for some vehicles. Countries can built their structures at sea and land. I will not be surprised if they can built at airspace for red alert 4.

Superheroes are great but i haven't try japan yet. Storyline is normal. The commanders that countrol their respective troops are funny and entertaining. The only disadvantage i have is the game units move slow. I wonder why there is no option regarding to the game speed. One match can drag to 1 hr. Remind me of DOTA...

Life is funny. People do get angry for a simple thing. I wonder if there is a major thing, will they be fuming smoke out of their ears? or even damage their own com? Can they like laugh over it? and think it in a positive way?

Everyday, angry angry, no wonder get old fast. Just for one sentence. haha. Too agressive. Wonder if they can get their partner. First time saw the face, go to the face and say MARRY ME! Too drama.

And some people just don't want peace. Negative negative, so negative. Different belief, alr have the barrier. You want to feel powerful. Do so, yea yea, you are right. I am wronggg. I am stupid. yea yea.

So what, i am having more fun! I got my rock move. :D ZzZZzzz time.

2008-12-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

Its me again. YEA! Love to take picture of myself. haha I love myself. That is a important foundation of love. Love yourself first before loving other people. Anyway, i am a loving person. HAHA Thats...a sudden rare fact...

Today, Its hari raya haji. I witnessed the slaugther of my sheep. It is a quick one. The sheep is very calm. Very cool. Blood flowing down the drain... It is to say that each blood that drips out from the slauthered sheep represent your sin. Maybe its true becos i felt holy after the ritual. I think all my sin on insects are being renewed :D!!

At night, I go circus. This is my second time. The 1st is ALEGERIA and 2nd is High spectacular something or something like that. They are mostly from MOSCOW. Quite satisfying.

The picture is the best quality i can get. No camera allowed you see. It is when the guy use its fire element to display a firecracker show. I am sitting in a distance and guess what. I can feel the fire!!! Feel the heat, suckers! :D

I can't describe how the feeling in the end. Maybe why not you experience it on your own? :D It will be worthy... Trust me.

2008-12-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

Yea yea! Thats me after my bath. I like that hairstyle haha :D

ok, Friday is a fine day. Band is getting better. A good sign after hard practice. Still got mistake here and there. Hope its a careless one.

After lunch, play pool with some people. There are 2 matches. One is a boy and the another is a girl called stephanie i think .

At first, the boy is fighting with a girl. The girl gave up and pass me the stick to play. "Anything" thats what i thought since they are there first. I managed to win him somehow.

Then his clique come. Stephanie take over and i lost 2 matches. I LOST! omg?! Haha she play better than me. Lost some face but nvm. Maybe its becos i am rushing my moves. You see, i need to go back and practice music. Or maybe its becos i give chance. HAHA excuses :D!!

NEXT ( LESSON IN SUPERMARKET)

Those eel fish are still alive!
Dead of cos...
A full stock of fresh meat
Prawns....Afif....
Sotongs.....Eudy friend...

Went to GIANT supermarket yesterday.

See those fishes? Yes, they are fresh and look delicious but thats not the point. Imagine you are the fish. You are swiming with your family member. Suddenly, your surrounding become dark. You tried to run away, but you can't! You are trap by this gigantic cross-looking blanket. Then you can feel yourself being pulled up to the surface. You cannot breathe properly and soon your vision goes blank. That last vision of yours shows a happy guy poking your friend body.

Actually i donno what i am saying. Haha i just feel like saying the things above. Maybe i don't want my life to end just like that. Or my life to be trapped by tricksters and conman. I donno. Wierd me...

2008-12-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

Ok! Today, I visited the dentist at the school. Well, she say my teeth very dirty! Grrrg i take care of my teeth, you know? but nvm. quite friendly. Not bad. Doctors i met so far are all friendly and easy-to-communicate type. Should i be doctor? I might reconsider that.

Band practice is tiring but still not that bad. But things are not that bright. Our concert is coming but its like the band are not ready. It will take miracle to enchance the performance in a short time.. Even pro's, they will face difficulty. Ok nvm. STAY POSITIVE! Don't let my guard down!

Now its sport fever time! My pool playing are improving and i beaten one staff( i think he is the computer admin or library asistance) and a dual girl ( i not sure what sec are they. Maybe sec 2 or 3. One name vannesa and another a chinese name) Well. fair game. The dual play another match and awww, too bad. I lost. Its ok. Just a game.

Moving on, Basketball seem to be doing great. I improve my layout and shooting. 2 point still out a little. 3 point have increased chances of scoring by 15%. I not too sure. so my overall would be

2 point: 60%

3 point: 35%

lay out: 75%

Stun display: 20%

dribling: 80%

blocking:65%

passing: 90%

steal: 50%

Endurance: 40%

Match ( one on one): 20% wining

Match ( team ): Depend on teammates.

NOTE: I not showing off. in fact, i am showing off that i am quite a freakin newbie.

Also, I learnt 2 chiness word. Pie che ( idioit) and tulan ( eg: see your face, make me angry) I should learnt moreeee. Many new faces i meet speak to me in chiness! Make me feel awkward each time i have to tell that i am malay. My malay too is not fantastic. Let alone eng =.= OK stop whining.

2008-12-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Tonight, ladies and gentlemen

I killed a cockroach!!! LEVEL UP! woo hoooo!
I am a sinner!! Better bless me will holy light!

I have brutalised lizards, destroyed entire ant empire, smoked spider, and spray without hesistation at cockroach.

So am i a sinner?

To add on, i sprayed anti-lizard at lizards( big one) then they did not move. GUESS WHAT I DID? i take it up by tissue, and then i look at it. It seems to beg me for mercy. BUT I DID NOT. I flushed it down the toilet bowl. It take a few days to get over it. Doing self reflection. Why i killed it. Why. That incident happened last few months.

I am a sinner. My karma points is decreasing. Anyone help?

2008-12-02T11:18:00.001+08:00

Yea yea! I decided to choose this blogskin. I like it too much! :D haha. Now i will edit here and there. I donno how enjoyable my blog is but lets fire away!

Well, December is not a good month at all. Things get messier each time i look. Plus next month, result of the GCE o-level will be out. Before that, there will be a concert. Also the home affairs is not turning to be good. So this month will be hell even though it suppose to be a fun month to enjoy. Maybe my research and games might rise my overall morale.

I really hate this part. Really hate.

Maiden Msg By his Brother!!!

2008-11-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

Well this is his brother speaking. And i, Hafiz Firdaus has successfully make his blog alive. Whahahaha!. Enjoy his blog entries, as i know it will be thrilling to know what he does in his life.

Cheers,
Hafiz firdaus
(Eldest Brother)

Ask him for my contact number if u ladies wanna know me better!!! ;D