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Sunday, June 28, 2009
-12:47 PM
Well. Tmr is sch and i have returned from camp. I might get my results as well. Lets cut short and let me tell something.
I realised that when i am blogging, i keep on recalling i am rather weak. And when you try to improve, it remains the same. I see many flaws in me. I feel insecure. I hate this.... hmmm....nvm... must be thinking too much.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
-9:36 PM
Now is 9.36 PM @ HOME.
Its end of holiday week 1, the next week seems to be packed as i will be having camp on thursday to saturday? Not sure. Concert is a week from now (estimated) And i am quite excited. Thats what a normal musician would feel. Not panicky and scared. You will be representing yourself so stand strong! We are in this shit now so gear up!
In the mean time, sims 3 is great but i think i better start on project. Should i call up all the members? Or is it too early?
Friday, June 19, 2009
-11:31 PM
Bro got sick like me. He got 39 degree celcius. This time he went doctor but he nvr explain on it much. High fever will make your head really spins. your head will be in pain if you move too much and it seems like the brain wanted to pop up. Thats the symptom. its like maigraine but its not i guess. So end up, he is wearing a mask back home. Look comical but not so. It remind me of SARS like that.... He is strong so i expect him to heal faster =D He IS strong anyway.
Monday, June 15, 2009
-11:05 PM
Firstly, let me thx all that wishes me Fast recovery and get well soon. I appreciate it =) I am recovering and estimated that i will be ok by tmr! YEA!
While i am busy finding what to do to enjoy my miserable life which i still can't find, I been sleeping and resting on the bed.
Thats all i got to say, PATHETIC EH????
-12:05 AM
13 June.
RP Concert. Viva La Symphonie III @ Republic Cultural centre.
Attend it cos bro performing inside. The concert is DAMN GREAT! 4 to 4.5 stars out of 5. There are like a few squiks and cold long notes. The rest are just perfect! And not to mention, they have stamina to hold until the last song. Its one of the hardest and they play last. WOW. And, its like no mistake =.=?!
Or did i just enjoying the concert? I donno. I find it nice. Soon it will be my turn to perform. Hmmm... Don't even know if ready or not.
BACK to my status. things are getting better. leg numbness subside a little bit. But my eyes is still in pain. no idea why. I hope things getting better.
Meantime, i am bored. I have no idea what to do. Playing game make me sick. Help me anyone?
Thursday, June 11, 2009
-6:13 PM
6.15PM @ home. Status: Better than just now.
Well, Let me explain what really happened at 3AM today. I woke up! I felt immersely COLD! Its like air con 15 degree celcius like that. Or colder. But the fact is, is just a normal fan only. So, i tried to cover my leg with blanket.
GUESS WHAT! NO DIFFERENT. So i like turning and turning, shivering until 4. At last i off my fan and cover my leg. Feels better.
Woke up, ITS SO DAM COLD! So i on the heater. Cut short, when i am bathing, the hot water is helping me but when i step out, I SHIVER LIKE HELL. Ok, not to mention, i got a back ache and the maigraine at first but its not servere. So i don't really care. Its when i take train with sis, My knee seems to be weak! jelly leg. Then my back really cannot take my heavy load bag. So i am enduring it and ya, i stand all the way. @!$$!@ So pain.
When i sit down, i feel so heavy and reluctant to get out.
So, in the exam room, My head is like popping up for no reason, and with the cold temperature, my working efficiency decreased like mad. Nevertheless, finished the paper but cocked up on working. Sian, no full mark this time =(
So cut short, i decided to eat cos i thought my brain need food or something like that. NO DIFFERENT. Head to library. The day is hot, sunny and guess what. I FelT COLD. So i wear a jacket and sun bath a while. No dif....
The worst is, in the lib, my working efficiency is like shit. I can't remember, study, walk around. I can't sit properly. So in the end, i tried my best.
Hurry back home, BUT THE BUS SO FREAKING LONG. bus 920 and 922 seriously got some issue on the timing. I waited like 30 min for it. So yea, i am groaning in silent. The very worst, The bus stop is like living hell. It is so HOT suddenly! I felt the intense heat around my body. So its like enduring in an oven for 30 min. @!$!$@ But when i get to the bus, i felt cold. !@#$!@$
So, i staggered my way back home slowly. Its very painful each step and i am walking like a grandpa. My head can burst any time. My leg cannot take it. The back ache is irritating.
Get home, tell mum " I am not feeling well" Then go sleep. CANNOT SLEEP PROPERLY but in the end stil can take a nap. After that, i got energy to eat my medicine. Then i slept again. I should have done that the 1st nap =.=. And i got 39.6 degree celcius. HAHA.
Now i am feeling better. My pain subsided. I will get cough soon cos i have sore throat. But i will eat the COCONUT BRAND medicine. haha! Thx to my body that i have strong healing recovery speed. Thx to myself that i can endure the hell but its too late. Now i am figuring, HOW THE FREAKING HELL I GONNA PASS THE LAST 2 MODULE. IDS and EHM. Both are theory based. IDS need some drawing which i haven't master. I think i gonna burn tonight. Its the last day anyway.
O ya, MES is ok. Lost 10 marks just like that for not mastering air con. lost 10 mark for mistake here and there. I am expecting B. If got A, i treat myself.
AUTOCAD is great. Doesn't seems to be a problem i hope. But the view like small. So i am wondering if i got lost mark for that. Expecting B but If got A, i treat myself again.
PAC is a disappointment. Balanced at the last minute but working for stock and purchases is wrong. So... expecting A at least. If B, its ok. I deserved it.
NEXT, would be tmr( Friday) 2 paper. My weakest 2. I Have no freaking idea how i gonna make it. But i will try to get B at least for both. Can't gurantee i will do well.
Overall, did not do well for this common test. It's a wake up call. I better buck up.
Meanwhile, Thx to various people. Ivy, Suhaidi, zigui, Wai choong, Atikah and more. Did i miss out anyone? They gave me tips and pointer in either way, teaching or putting up common qn.
Yea, thats all. And 2week holiday is like shit. Looking forward on how i fare. All the best to me for tmr 2 paper. HAHA! cheers!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
-11:20 PM
Looking up the sky, there is one that shine above all: The moon. Its a full moon. Yes. You heard about stories of creatures of the dark or even associate to evil. Yea, i am refering to the awakening hour of banshees, werewolf and vampires. Stories are told to young children as bedtime stories. There are those who even enjoy in cinemas on this fantasy illustration.
But have they wonder, what if it is true?
But as i look up again, ah, its beautiful. This peaceful view with the night insect music background is animating my dead soul . I am feeling better than ever. Its like waking up from a deep fresh sleep.
I look around for any sign of the living. The streets is empty. Without delaying, I look up once again and make a few hand gesture. In mere seconds, a great pain surge upon me, forcing me to kneel and groan.
Its no surprise. The transformation is taking place. Father once told me that my time will come. The time of blood lust and revenge. He told me that i have this unique ability that has been pass generation to generation. This ability is no other than shape shifting: The secret art in ancient time.
But, this shape shifting is no ordinary form. This is a rare shape shifting that allows to transform into ancient dragons.
Legends states that The moon dragon is a very rare even amongst the dragons. It might even be one of the strongest creature. It is heavily influenced by the MOON. It is untouchable when it is on its peak.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
-12:00 PM
Now, it is 12 NOON. 7 June 2009.~~ RAINING
Don't mind me, i just keep on forgetting the date.
Alright, its 2 more day to my 1st semester exam. It will be hectic. I have confident on PAC (POA) and autocad ( 70%) only. The rest.... I will have to struggle through. My exam will be on tuesday to friday. Friday is the worst. IDS and EHM. IDS is one of my weakest but i will work on it. EHM, HAVE LOTS OF THEORY TO COVER. @#%!$!@$ Its like final year exam.
Ok, thats all for that. My life is still dull. As usual. No life. Cos i don't seems to go out often to do stuff like watching movies and shopping. I did not turn up meetings for bbq and gathering. I don't even cycle or jog or play basketball. Only badminton. Gaming is as usual but i am sick of it. I will delete all when the time comes.
Music continue to keep my spirit up. Good soundtracks and piano song. They are just the best =) Now raining, good time to listen to piano plays( In fact i am hearing it now). =D After this, i will be updating links. And go back study, then play SA- sudden attack( i will quit this game cos CS is FAR better than this, I am only happy for the deathmatch) Then i go check my food restaurant. Business is good. HAHA.
I hope my friends are doing well. I did not meet most of them. Some like lost contact. Too bad. Life have to move on yeah? =) ok, i go edit link and stuff. I will add on more piano song if time permits...
12.13PM - Matin
